Pieces of Thoughts

I'm my own worst enemy
Should I give up?
Should I surrender?
Because I'm sick of feeling and suffocating
Please someone something put me out of my misery!
I can't hide anymore all the hurt inside...

What am I leaving when I'm done here?
Would you forget the wrong that I've done when my time comes?
Am I leaving behind some reasons to be missed?
Would anyone keep me in memory?

Gosh I'm so strong on the surface
but never all the way through...
Please someone something come and save me from myself!